Is This Thing On?

Tuesday, April 20, 2004 09:50 a.m.

http://www.livejournal.com/~zieram

yeah, i decided something new was in order... so, if you don't know about it, here it is

Tuesday, March 23, 2004 10:48 a.m.

*a very tired puppy drags himself onto the podium*

Well, kiddies, this is quickly turning into the year that WOULD NOT end... yes, I was feeling good yesterday, happy, perhaps even content... but then, BAM!! The almighty one decides to slap me upside the head once again with the great club of irony.
Those of you who know me well, know about my nephew, franky, and his lingering death due to a genetic defect. Most also know about his older brother, whom was always the sickly one, but whom survived, even when his "healthy" brother passed away.

Well... *chuckle*

Last night he had trouble breathing.

AAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand.... it turns out the defect is coming back for another go...

When franky was like this, he only had one to three months left...

I don't know if i can watch another one of my children die. I helped raise those boys, and in here *taps head* he's mine too...

Gods, i'm so strung out and scared right now...

Why can't this year just become good for more than a week for once?

Monday, March 22, 2004 11:10 a.m.

*faint starts playing*

*grooves in from stage left*

hello kiddies.... did ja miss me?

*snake appears on abes shoulder*
[snake] no they missed me
*gambit appears on the other*
[gambit] I thought they missed me....
[snake] no body likes you, cajun...
[gambie] i like me...
[snake] no, you don't, you're just being polite...
[gambit] dat's not very nice...
[snake] i know, why don't you get the bastard?
[gambit] you know, you're right *knocks snake off of abe's shoulder*
*snake lands with a soft thud*

*abe shrugs and changes tracks*
*"smells like teen spirit" starts playing*

well lets see... what to say? alot has happened in the last week... went to a rock art show, where i met all the people that i've only READ about... they're cool; the flamboyantly gay, the crossdressers, the eclectics, all t3h cool people, met enigma, and katzen, the neon cowboy was there too, got groped and fondled so many times by men AND women that i'm not quite sure about my self image anymore... i guess i may be not so bad looking... *chuckle*

it would explain the dream i had later that week... i dreamt i was in a house, dating ricky, and in the house were two guys, who also had dated ricky, and she basically just tolerated them, and acted if it was all hunky dory, and i couldn't understand why, one was sad and mopy, and the other was interfering and a bastard, trying to destroy my relationship, and they both looked the same. the interloper finally got on my nerves, and i started to fight him, i had him bent backwards over the arm of a leather sofa, and he tried to kick me off, but then the damnedest thing happened... i said "my mind, my rules, fucker" and his legs started to sink though my chest, thats when i went in for the kill, using my elbow, i crushed his larynx with a solid thrust up, he then turned into a pile a mah-jhong blocks and collapsed, the other came in shortly thereafter and started crying about the past again, by then i was in a blood rage and just snapped his neck, and he disappeared...

only after then did i realize that they both had been me...

old versions of me... i turned and all of a sudden i saw my reflection in a mirror, i suddenly had a body... and i didn't see the fat kid in the reflection, i saw me... in my black and blue shirt, black slacks, with my goatee...

i guess you could say i had revelation *grin*

time to move my style to the next step *chuckle*

i met some great people this last week, and hope to hang out with them again soon.

dealt another blow to the evil empire and modded my xbox, and then played some emulators on it, hehehe.... wonderful stuffs...

got to hang out with a large chunk of the group for the first time in a long while, and it felt good

lookin forward to this summer, lookin forward to more time with tha honkey, with wedgeness, alli-kat, kitty, everybody *chuckle*

perhaps this year will turn for the better, ne?

all my love and peace

-Z

Thursday, March 11, 2004 02:36 p.m.

okay, i have to make a special announcement, for the good of my son (*pfft*) for all of our sons!!! *gets pelted by all of the girls*

*puts on a black morticians suit*

*the lights come on, with a calm white background appearing behind the puppy*

for those of you who don't know, a new song has been released by justin timberlake, or one of them... *braces himself* like most pop music made today, it is poorly written, with an arrangement sounding as if monkeys starts bashing pots and pans together... while flinging poo...

but, brave souls, that isn't the worst of it oh no.... you see, they have performed the worst act imaginable... *starts to tear up* they sampled a song.... and not just ANY SONG!!!! they sampled the guitar from "back in black" by AC/DC.... and then they rapped to it.... with "pop" music...*sobs quietly*

*calms down* now... this is a crime... a crime that must be punished! *puppy shakes little fist* this will stop!!!!

in other news, if you wish to contact me to make plans, call my cell 417-8604, i'll be 'ere

-puppy

Thursday, March 4, 2004 10:33 a.m.

...standby...